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Well I have to admit this diet thing is one sickening ride! I went from doing well to crap! I still walk once in awhile but not often.

I am also planning on moving to Salem,Ma with the B/F,His whole family mom,sister and brother all do not drive and walk everywhere my big butt is in for a ride from hell I think.

I hope I come out alive here, This is gunna be a big challenge! so basically I don't need to continue saying how bad I was with the diet I have been BAD!

I got 4 more days of work and then I am off and then I got one week left in Utah and then 2 and a half days on a bus! Lord help me!

I will still be doing mobile updates,when I get to a library I will be posting my first blog in Mass.

been awhile since i posted.

been awhile since i posted. my diet is hell! but when i move it will totally different

another mobile update:just made a

another mobile update:just made a promise to scott i get good walking shoes tomorrow and i take longer walks!

nobile update: didnt walk for

nobile update: didnt walk for a couple days but i did tonight just got back! i eat what scott gives permission to!

all the short posts are

all the short posts are from my cell btw. at work and no lunch today! I had oatmeal today with cherries little butter and sugar

okay so here we go!

okay so here we go! the first walk i may die but im gunna do it!

Day one- Beginning of hell maybe?

So day one is basically completed which was not too horrible, I still have not gone out for the walk with Scott yet, For the readers who are unaware of who I am yet, Scott is the bf/fiance he is the one who is going to be kicking my ass every time I screw up, Hope I don't.



My food intake was pretty good  today this is what I have had,

Breakfast:
1 waffle with teaspoon of butter and 2 teaspoons of sugar free syrup
 glass of vegetable juice
 2 egg whites in a tortilla with a teaspoon of sour cream and salsa.


Lunch-
A Healthy request turkey Marsala frozen meal
1 soda (I'm allowed 3 a day)

Snack-
2 tomatoes lightly salted with cottage cheese

Dinner-
small serving of meatloaf
corn and potatoes
1 soda


I am not allowed to eat after 8 P.M all I can have is water or juice or if I do need a small nibble snack then a carrot or something.

Yeah this is going to be a big change, going to be losing weight for our ceremony next year.

here is a story:

Scott and I went to Lagoon yesterday and I can't fit on more then half the rides it's embarrassing! I have had to talk the embarrassing walks on shame while people snicker and whisper watching the fat person who can't fit into the ride.
Well I went on a ride I was able to fit in with no problem, well I had a problem I was able to get in but it was a BIG challenge and people still found it funny the fat guy had so much trouble getting in.

I AM DONE WITH THIS! I NO LONGER WANT TO BE LIKE THIS! THIS IS THE CHANGE I NEED! FAT ASS NAYT IS NO MORE! THE HEALTHY IN SHAPE NAYT IS GOING TO BE TAKING OVER! NOBODY WILL STOP ME AND NOBODY NOR NOTHING WILL PUT ME DOWN! I WILL SUCCEED! I WILL AND CAN DO THIS!

My next plan after all the fat is gone is to go back to Lagoon and go on all the rides and not worry if I can fit or not! I want all my Utah friends to join me in the celebration!

On a side note I am listening to a song called "Cotton Candy" and it is frankly angering me! I LOVE cotton candy! mmmmmmmmm! Sounds so good!....NO SHUT UP STOP BEING FAT!....but it sounds sooooo good! NO!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO MEANS NO!....cotton candy means yes to me..........NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

See I ever argue with myself my fat self and skinny self argues all the time!
I will be having monthly weigh ins and will be posting them each time, No I wont be only posting once a month I will be posting quite often so you can see my struggles and possibly get a laugh too! Cause how can I get through this without laughing at myself.....right?

Well I am done for tonight! it's walking time...and let me tell ya my fat self is not going to stand for it!

well here's to the new

well here's to the new me....in the future! I hope this will inspire others to do the same as myself! photos of me will be posted!